How do I make a personality

Phan • 🏳️‍🌈 pan trans witch they/them

So usually I just leech off others since I can’t really feel things too much right now since I’m trans and this isn’t my body Yet

And I took a liking to Dan and Phil’s personalities especially Dan since I related more but guess who went on hiatus

And guess who based like themselves of the person on hiatus for very good reason it’s no fault of his own I luv

But help please??

Also I don’t want to go out of the dreamlike state because I don’t know if I can handle the Dysphoria :)