My 20 week old twins (pictures)

Lucia • Luciaa💏

I just lost my twins. My very first lost and I never wanna risk feeling this pain again so I'm just done. I feel like a failure. I miss them. I miss holding them at the hospital. I miss their kicks in my belly. I miss my huge pregnant belly. I feel so broken and lost and like nothing else matters anymore. I just wanna sleep and keep being asleep so I wont have to feel this pain.

My babies. I miss them so much