I just need to vent...

I got remarried a year ago to the most wonderful man ever... he wants a baby so so so bad.. so of course I really want to give him one. I have 2 daughters from my ex husband. 9 and 6. I was on the birthcontrol for about 5 years. I got it out and bam I instantly got pregnant... a few weeks later I started having heavy bleeding. It ended in a miscarriage...which I highly believe it was from being on birthcontrol so long. It took me about 2 months to get my period back, but now I keep having this very dark dark spotting.. It’s very light but enough for a small pad...

I just wish I understand why and what my body was doing... I’m going to change a few things in my lifestyle for a few months then I guess make a dr if they all fail... I feel like I got so much pressure on me. I want to make my husband happy.

For whoever does read this, thanks for listening to me bitch haha.