2nd degree tear healing

For anyone thats had a tear of any kind, how long did it take to fully heal? Did your vagina look normal or was there still a scar? I'm almost 5 weeks PP and not in pain anymore, but i still feel like i'm not fully healed. I think my stitches are dissolved by now.. i took a mirror and looked down there and at the top of my tear near the opening of my vagina doesn't look fully stitched up. Hoping i don't need to be stitched again!