Rant!

Jennifer

So I'm a little pissed the fuck off at the moment. So my husband and I stopped at my sister in laws house today and while we were there she blurts out that I will be watching my husband's other sisters kids this summer on top of my own. My husband's other sister lives in Mexico and is sending her 2 girls, 9, and 6 over all summer long. I never got asked to watch them and we currently live with my husband's parents in a small 700 sqft apartment, with his older brother, our son (4) and I'm 38 weeks pregnant. So the fact that i will have my hands already full with a newborn and my son who has learning disabilities and has a hard time doing alot of basics things without help makes me mad af that they didn't even ask me if I would be okay with adding 2 other kids to the mix, Btw yes I am a stay at home mom but NOT by choice. Its cheaper and my husband wants me at home for my daughter's 1st year. Also we share a car so I won't even have a car, and we are always tight on money so cant really take them anywhere anyways. Btw the girls speak hardly ANY English only Spanish and I'm white and don't know any Spanish. I told my husband how upset it made me that they didnt even fucking ask me if I'd be willing to watch her kids all summer and just randomly sprung it on me on my mothers day! That is 3 kids plus a newborn all by myself in a small apartment from 630am tell 8pm! tell September! Like wtf I wanted at least a few months alone with my daughter and son getting adjusted to being a mom of 2 and now I'm a fucking baby sitter and his sister in Mexico wont have any of her kids and she doesn't even work or anything she lives off my husband's parent's who send her money! I'm legit pissed off now. My husband all he could say is I'm sorry. Like wtf. We just moved back to our home state that's why we live with his parent's right now and I now have to be a free baby sitter all summer and was not even asked. And if I say no then I'm the bitch.