I'm so confused on what to do 😭

When I found out I was pregnant I was set on having a c section right away, no questions asked. But now that time is getting closer to set a date, I'm thinking about a vbac more.

My first was an emergency c section because I wasn't staying dilated. One half would, but the half wouldn't. Which in the end I was happy it worked out to be a blessing in disguise because my baby was 10.2 and had a huge head 😂

I was cleared to have a vbac, which I would love to do because I mean come on, a c section is NOT easy. Especially when I'll also be taking care of a toddler this time, and my husband wont be able to take 2 weeks off like he did with our first.

Another part of me is scared to do it though because I don't want the same thing to happen. And I'm especially scared if its another big baby although I know its been done by many others.

I would love to hear some feed back. What helped you decide what to do?