My boyfriend and I have been dating for about 4 months. He's 20 I'm 21. When I got together with him I knew he was still married but separated and going through a divorce. I was bothered by it but he was assuring with the whole situation. Now fast forward to last month when I found out I was pregnant. I ended up having an abortion because it was not the right time to bring a baby into this relationship. I am devastated at times and its hard to handle my emotions.. Sometimes I feel like a gave up too easily. I would love a future with him but how can I when hes still tied to this woman legally even tho she's states away. I already ended a pregnancy.. I feel like an idiot for getting myself here...