Antenatal depression has me considering abortion. I’m 11 weeks and feel horrible about the way I’m feeling. At 9 weeks I had the same thoughts and I brushed them under the rug. But now they’re back. I have not once been excited about this pregnancy. I’m absolutely terrified about how life is going to change and if it’s something I really want. I daydream about not being pregnant anymore. I don’t have any attachment to this baby and I don’t know what to do. I had an abortion year’s and years ago and it’s something to this day I do not regret. Now I’m torn as to wether or not that is the right decision this time around. I don’t need any pro life bashing. Just any sort of advice would be appreciated