End of February I was feeling so sick thinking it was the flu. I had a fever and wasn’t eating then two weeks passed I was STILL feeling the same but puking came into the picture. Kept ignoring the signs and saying it was just the flu. March 11 went to the er and found out I was 6 weeks and four days pregnant. I was laughing when the doctor told me I was like no I can’t be (denying it once again). I told my mom first, she thought I was lying at first then I told the guy I’m seeing he had the same reaction as my mom. He just lost his job and I couldn’t do it on my own. So I told him I would terminate the pregnancy. I never thought I would go through something like that ever. Monday I would of been 16 weeks. Everyday I regret my decision, I wished o could’ve kept the baby, I but had to do what was best for me. Some days, I just burst into tears thinking what if...

This is me letting out what I’ve been thinking/holding back for the past two months.