Unmotivated and stressed.

I work and go to school full time. An example of my day is waking up at 4:30, going to work for eight hours, going to class, then coming home to my daughter and falling asleep after putting her to bed because I’m so exhausted. No energy to do homework or study or clean up the apartment.

My daughter is two and a half years old.

Lately on our days off I’m so tired and sad and angry I don’t want to do anything. I find myself snapping at her easily and getting so frustrated she just whines and I can’t stand it i yell at her which makes it worse and I hate myself for it I just put her in front of the tv sometimes just to get a break I feel so exhausted mentally and physically i feel ugly and I just hate life I’m so miserable. It’ll never get better unless I graduate and get my degree which won’t happen I keep failing classes because I can’t focus on them and have no time to do homework or anything. So life will just continue on this way and I hate myself for it I can’t just do better for my daughter half the time I don’t even want to be around her because I’m so short tempered. But at the same time when I’m not around her I get paranoid and have intrusive thoughts of her getting hurt or worse and I can’t control them I can’t stop worrying about her. I don’t have any family around so I’m all alone if I’m not with her and I just can’t do it all anymore none of it