Deployment 😩

Does anyone else feel like screaming when they think about their SOs upcoming deployment? I don’t really have anyone to talk to about this. My friends haven’t dated military men and not many women in my family have. I try to hide it and act like nothing is wrong, but it’s killing me. I’m proud of my SO and I love the passion he has for our country but I’m scared. I know some of y’all can relate.