Rape?

So I think I was just raped for the first time and I don’t know what to do or how to react about it.......It’s my best friends boyfriend, we were both high and drunk and he was too much and he didnto much but I don’t know what to do. I have a boyfriend which is really good friends with the guy, and I feel awful about it, like it just happened less than an hour ago,........I didn’t want to do anything, he pushed it on me while we were I the kitchen smoking, he just started to grab me and kiss on me and I couldn’t get him off