**trigger warning, child loss** My 7 1/2 month old died at the babysitters house.

Anna

My precious girl passed away at the end of February at the babysitters house. It was national news... and completely exhausting while grieving. She was only 7 1/2 months old. This process has been terrible. Has anyone else been through what I have? I miss my daughter more than anything. Some days (like today) are okay. Others, I’m dead inside. I feel responsible because I dropped my kids off to this babysitter whom I trusted and later on found out that there were prior complaints of neglect and abuse on children. I had absolutely no idea because this woman came HIGHLY recommended throughout our community, and somehow these complaints were kept under wraps. When complaints were being made publicly on our babysitter pages, the admins were removing and deleting them. Now my baby is dead. She was so precious, and so happy. My baby Abigail. 💔🌈🌻 she was my rainbow after a miscarriage. Why does this happen?