Last August I lost my baby. I was only four weeks along and I hadn’t taken a pregnancy test or anything but I knew the whole time. I just felt it. When I lost the baby I was feeling so mixed about the whole thing given that I was only 16. When I told my boyfriend he never spoke to me again. We had only been dating about a month and a half but still at least telling me he wanted to break up would’ve been better then just never speaking to me again. I haven’t told my family and I doubt I ever will. Since then there has never been a day that i don’t think about my child. I loved them. More then anything I wish I could have my baby in my arms.