Scared of pregnancy and birth the next time around? I already have a little girl but naturally her being my first I had no idea of what was to come... had an emergency c section, black outs and episodes of loss of hearing, temp skyrocketing, blindness, becoming paralysed and collapsing but still being conscious and then throwing up, during my later stage of pregnancy but because it was my first I wasn’t afraid of it happening again and the birth didn’t freak me out and I wasn’t scared laying on the table being cut as I was in labour for five days I was relieved but NOW I know what could happen I am absolutely bricking it I’m only 8 weeks but I cannot decide how I want to give birth and it’s all freaking me out this time round 😂 any advice?