This week I found out my boyfriend who is a recovering addict is smoking pot and hiding it from me. At work yesterday I had to go to the hospital because I was having contractions, luckily everything turned out to be ok.  Then on top of that my cousin died this morning in a car accident, she was 17 weeks pregnant with a little boy. I was so excited for our babies to grow up together.. I don't know how much more I can take, just ready for the week to be over. 😓