Begging for everyone to pray right now

Mandy • 💏2012 🎀👶🏼1/10/14👼🏻+👼🏻+👼🏻+👼🏻2019👼🏻6/30/19,👼🏻5/31/20

So I posted a while back about an unknown digestive issue that I’ve had And it’s happening right now. It does to where at times when I have to use the bathroom (when I gotta go #2) I go into these horrific episodes where I feel like I am no lie dying like for real I start shaking and pouring sweat uncontrollably I get this horrible feeling of almost like the worst digestive pain ever like when your bout to get realllllly sick but there’s no relief and be pain and feeling of almost chills go all over my body and builds up until I’m totally shaking. The pain and that awful feeling get so bad I start to puke from the pain, and then the worst and most scary part, I feel my blood pressure dropping and my heart slowing down like I’m no lie dying and I eventually black out completely. This happens non stop until I finally get the blockage out of me and I know what your thinking “Mandy why don’t you just take stool softeners to make sure you don’t get that stopped up” but the bad part is it’s not just solid bowel movements that cause these episodes it’s also liquid movements that can cause Then and when it’s liquid causing them it’s worse cause even though I got it all out it keeps happening it’s horrible. Please it’s happening right now snd I’m 16 weeks pregnant tomorrow I’m scared for my baby boys safety when my blood pressure and heart rate start to drop. And I know what your thinking call 911 but honestly that would make this episode catastrophic at this point. You see stress has a loooot to do with it in terms of making it worse like when it happens I have to tell my hubby “DO NOT COME ASK IF IM OK” cause I have to concentrate on staying calm and staying awake and almost go into a meditative state to cope with the pain but if someone breaks that focus it gets worse so to have emts not only talking to me and breaking my focus but moving me omg I’d rather die. I know that sounds dramatic but I can’t put into words how bad these episodes are please everyone pray with everything you have that I’m able to get through this episode