This morning was my first miscarriage. I've never felt a pain like that in my life it woke me from my sleep because I thought I was being stabbed.

It took me 2 years to get pregnant and it was a natural one. I know hormones are everywhere after a miscarriage but I just can't stop crying and feeling like I did something wrong.

I honestly can't wait to start trying again. Even though I'm concerned it'll end in a miscarriage again no one will ever know for sure. I just want to be a mom