Devastated

Beans

Last tuesday/Wednesday was the happiest days of my life, I finally got my bfp after over 3 years of trying.

But yest sadly I lost the pregnancy, started bleeding in the morning, went for a scan (would be 5weeks today) she couldn't find anything. They took bloods, hcg is currently 630, I am expected to go back Thursday to have more bloods to see if they double or decline. But last night I had intense cramps and heavy red bleeding started. So I think I have my confirmation.

I am so heartbroken. It's so cruel.