7dpiui

I'm to the point I don't think my first IUI worked. Idk why but I feel like it hasn't. I still have a week to go before I can test and I just don't have any hope or signs. After so many negatives and let downs it's hard to be positive even in this situation. It makes me feel like such a failure especially when we are around my husband's side and they ask when I'm going to have a baby:( We don't let on about my infertility or treatments becaus not everyone understands and I don't want to feel more pressure than I already do.