I'm in a relationship that when it's great it's great but when it's bad it horrific he is mentally physically and emotionally abusive been together for 9 years married 4 4 I'm 26 I've 2 young kids with him 7 and 14months old currently pregnant (doctors arnt sure if this will be a viable pregnancy)

The most recent incident were he got physical was Sunday he actually ended up busting my nose and doing something to my finger still sore today all while I was driving and had the boys in the car.

Tonight we was done work late I've been bringing and picking him up because my car is broke so I've been using his we were gonna have a nice dinner tonight that he wanted to cook because I had an ultrasound today and there still not sure if this pregnancy is going to work out. So in the end we got McDonalds because it was so late they got his order wrong and he lost it on the way home started calling me all sorts useless fat cunt ugly gross bitch etc etc he continued it the whole drive and when we got home he punched my food to try destroy it and said I'm so useless I cant even do the one thing I was made to do hes talking about the pregnancy this is possibly our 3rd loss in 7months.he hit my arm and punched me in the head (which is his go to move )

I'm 26 not originally from America so i dont know were I stand here I know I wont be able to go home to Ireland because he has said he would never allow it and he would get me done for kidnapping. I'm a stay at home mom so I have no money any advice is greatly appreciated.