I feel kind of flat today. Baby boy is 5 weeks. Today I’m a little sad about my new life with all its new responsibilities. I guess I’m overwhelmed about this new commitment. And I’m tired of being the only one taking care of him. Hubby helps when he’s home but since I’m on maternity leave I’m doing most of it. I dread night time bc I’m tired of waking up. I don’t look forward to it. I want some chill time. Bw him and my 6 year old I don’t get much.

Def not having anymore kids.