Im 18 and my daughter is almost 7 weeks old. I truly love her more than anything in the world and nothing has ever made me happier than her. however recently Ive been wishing there was a pause button on being a mom. I see my freinds out and doing fun stuff and sometimes I wish I could go put for a night & forget the responsibilities of having a child & just be an 18 year old. I dont regret my daugher at all but Im really starting to regret having her so young.

To be completely honest sometimes I wish I had chosen to get an abortion or adoption. I really want to be the best mom i can be for her, but I also want to have some fun.. I feel so guilty for feeling this way and it worries me. I dont want to become one of the teen moms that neglect their kid because theyd rather party and I doubt I ever would, but it still worries me. I just really wish I could take a break from being a mom for a little bit.

what do I do? did any other young moms feel this way? I just hate the fact that I have these thoughts. I dont want to be a bad mom, she deserves the best mom she can possibly have.