SO MAD!

Rae • 22 and mommy to baby Weston May 27, 2019💙👶🏻

I was scheduled to have my induction at 8am Sunday morning May 26th. I’ll be 41 weeks. I called my midwife today just to make sure it was all set up and to see if I needed to come a little early for any paper work. She then tells me my induction isn’t scheduled till 7:30PM!!!! When I scheduled it they specifically asked me if I’d like it at 8am OR 9:30pm those were my 2 options. I chose morning thinking I could labor all day and hopefully have my baby that night or Monday morning. I DID NOT want to do an induction at night time!! I didn’t wanna labor all night and get no sleep because of pain yanno? I obviously know my nights of sleep won’t consist of much sleep once baby is here which is why I preferred starting the process in the morning. Im so mad!! And they didn’t even call to tell me they changed my time. Had I not called I would’ve showed up at 8am and they probably would’ve looked at me crazy for being there. I’ve had nothing but issues with my midwives the whole pregnancy! My times got changed because my midwife never filled out the information for my induction so they took it upon themselves to schedule it when they wanted to. I JUST WANT MY BABY BOY!😭😭😭😭people are making me feel bad for being angry about this but I can’t help but be upset I just wanna cry!😭😭 they wouldn’t induce me until I’m 41 weeks cause I asked if I could do it sooner. My cousin was due 3 days after me and she was able to get induced one day after her due date and just had her baby today and I’m so sad like I’m so happy for her but I don’t see how she got induced before me when I was due before her. I dunno, I’m blaming pregnancy hormones for the way I’m feeling about this whole thing.