I had my 3 IUI today

Hi ladies today was my 3 IUI it was quick not painful just lots of cramps after, I feel tired and sleepy now but I’m also kind of sad. My previous IUI was preformed by a resident at Duke and the second one in this new private clinic for a nurse both cases they have to run to find a doctor to do it cause they were hurting me cause my cervix is not regular. This time my husband call and ask the doctor to do it, well first thing he said when he came to the room was you know my staff in this point have better ratings than me in this point cause they do that every day I just focus in the surgeries I was like 😒 wtf dude i had this twice and they can’t make it I was kind of disappointed. Well finally he did the IUI it was quick and I didn’t bleed at all not pain but I was just mad and sad about his words before. Then I heard him outside talking with the nurse she ask it was ok and he say is done it wasn’t bad at all nothing particular and she just laughed. I really want this to work but I feel hurt maybe I’m very hormonal but I think that was rude.