When you still love them...

So I’ve been broken up with my ex for over a year now and I realized I still love him after so long trying to suppress my emotions and I don’t know what to do. It’s easy for people to say “get over it” “you deserve better” etc. I understand those are valid statements but like.. has anyone experienced the feeling of “what do I do...” and just stay confused. We still catch up every once in awhile but idk... I don’t know why I still love so deep. I’ve done everything , get out, talk to guys, focus on myself... I genuinely do not know what to do. And it feels like a situation where I don’t wanna give up