I lost my freezer stash!

400 oz of milk GONE I’m completely devastated 😭😭😭😭

My boyfriend left the freezer open!

I do not produce a lot of milk I’m been so diligent in saving every drop! I’m barely making any milk 😭 I don’t think I’ll be able to keep up

I now am faced with a huge decision I think I will have to start my 5 month old on formula.

How do I even start to choose that? What brand do I choose?

I need someone to come give a hug while I sob my eyes out 😭😭😭 help please