Need to vent

So I recently got an abortion and it was the hardest thing in my life.

I didn’t want to get one

But me and my boyfriend sat down n talked about it and in the end we both decided that it was the better option so that’s what we were going with.

I go get the abortion and it was still very hard for me but wen it was done I was happy tht we made the decision together.

An hour after all of this he calls me mad saying why did I do it. I never listen to him but now I decide to.

I am sooo fucking angry at the fact that a man even thinks that this is okay! I was crying in the room alone because I didn’t want to go through with it . But all I kept thinking was that we made this decision together and it’s the right one.

So after him telling me that I’m just furious. He’s making me feel like I’m a bad person.

I already feel like a horrible person how could he make me feel worse . I’m sooo angry and I want to just throw things and yell across the room