Scared

I’ve had two miscarriages in the past. First one was at 6weeks and the other was at about 2/3weeks.

I’m now pregnant again and I’m 6weeks today. I want to be excited but I’m super scared. Everything I do I’m super careful ,at times I’m scared to even leave the house. How do I stop worrying about losing another baby and be excited about this one. I just want to enjoy this pregnancy but I don’t even want to tell people because of the past events and fear.