Pregnant after miscarriage


I’ve just found out I’m pregnant again which I’m over the moon about, however I’m so anxious about loosing our rainbow baby as well. We lost our first baby in January after trying for 10 months so it hit us quite hard. I feel like I’m pushing the news to the back of my mind and not really accepting it until I’ve heard and seen our baby. I really want to be excited but I feel I can’t attach myself to loose he/she. I’ve suffered with reactive depression from the miscarriage so mentally found it very difficult. Help!!!