To have a healthy and happy baby..

No matter how much I’m eating, he’s still underweight...

No matter how many infusions I get, I’m still low on iron and it’s possible he could be too..

He has a chance of having a serious blood disorder where he’ll need blood transfusions for the rest of his life..

I’m such a broken human.. I don’t want him to have a difficult life all because of me..

Possibly being induced at 38w.. (in 2 weeks)

I’m just hoping he’s okay.. He’s healthy.. Happy..