Permanently closed, tubes tied and feeling a little down 🥺

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May 28th at 7:50 I had baby #5. All 5 babies born by c-section. The decision was made that I would have my tubes tied. It was an easy but st the same time hard decision, and when the doctor asked for the last time if we were still going with that plan I said yes, but wanted to cry. I know it was the best decision for myself and my family, but still feel a little sad about it. The thought of never feeling those precious movements from the inside, and never hearing that beautiful sound of a babies heart beat from the inside just makes me a little sad.

I just sit and think I have been blessed 5 times to have experienced the Joy's And pains of pregnancy. Experiences I will never forget.

Question- for anyone that has their tubes tied. Did it give you any type of side effects?