Today. 5/30

Terra • Married 2.2.19💍 Due 2.21.2020🤰🏼

Today was the day I was supposed to see you. Today was the day I was supposed to hear your little heart....beating and beating. Today I was supposed to hold hands with Daddy and have happy tears seeing you in my belly.....growing and growing. Today was the day I looked forward to for soooooo long. Everyday just waiting for 5/30, thinking it was so far away.

I sat and dreamt all day long about you. All the time thinking about growing rounder and wider, feeling you kick for the first time, holding you once you decided it was time to meet me.

Instead you were taken away from me.

Every single day I think about you, baby.

Who you would have become, how much fun it would have been buying anything and everything for you, watching you grow, finding out if you are a Boy or Girl...the list goes on and on.

Daddy and I thought you were our miracle baby because 1 day before I was supposed to start <a href="">IVF</a> treatments I found out I was pregnant with you. I had never been so happy in my whole entire life.

Daddy and I named you Halo 😇

Our little angel 👼🏽

May 5, 2019 will be a date that’s forever in my heart.

I only carried you for a short bit but I love you so much, baby.

And while I was writing this.....this song came on and I’m crying