I was raised catholic. Baptized, confirmed now married.

Every Sunday I would attend mass early mornings... ever since i turned 18 it stopped. I was distracted by the outside world.. like relationships , parties etc. now I’m 21 almost 22 & haven’t even gone to confession since I was 17/18 ..

I do pray here & there , I do ask god for forgiveness but I’m not attending mass... I feel like I’m not thanking him as much... idk what I believe in anymore ... I believe in god but who am I..?

My adoptive mother is catholic & she was the one who raised me as a catholic

My biological mother is christian & all she keeps asking is for my little family & I to attend her church. Her husband is a pastor but honestly I don’t want to attend.. I haven’t even went to my own church in sooo long ...

I’m pregnant w/ baby #2 and I want my kids to be raised knowing who god is.

I don’t talk to anyone else about this so here I am desperately needing a sign for god to just help me .. I’m lost w/ out you :( where do I go from here... There’s so much wounds I need to heal