God has forgotten about me

jade • Mommy to Demani💗08/09/2020

Today marks the day i give up. Af came yesterday and im devastated yet again. Fuck this. I give up on getting my hopes up. Hope breeds eternal misery. I will never get to carry a child of my own. So i let the pain of waiting and hoping and praying end here. Im depressed and hurt but I must forget about ttc because there is no chance. The doctors were right and i should have listened.