So as for someone who’s been wanting to get pregnant for about 3 years and has had 3 miscarriages, no live births I know I should not be complaining at all and be happy. I am SO happy and I cannot wait to have my little baby in my arms. But holy crap.. I feel so bad about myself.. my self esteem has completely washed away. I don’t know how to feel good in my own body anymore ☹️ I still go to the gym occasionally. But before I was pregnant, I went everyday and took my supplements and felt so good about myself. I can’t even take a selfie of myself without feeling gross about myself.. I’m 16 weeks today. When I first found out I was 125lbs and now I’m 143 😔