Questioning

I’m 14 and just leaving middle school. So I’ve been with the same people for years. I’ve only been attracted to like two people, both guys, and not any girls. But I don’t know if that’s just because there were only like fifteen girls in my grade so I just didn’t like THEM, or if I just don’t like girls in general. I have been attracted to a few girls that I’ve seen at the high school I’m going to but I haven’t done anything about it.

I think that I’m able to love everyone like pan, but then again I haven’t been able to explore that at all. I’ve been questioning since second grade and have always thought I was bi but now I feel like I don’t know anything lol. My sister also invited me to pride (she’s gay) but I feel like I wouldn’t belong there because I don’t even know what I am yet. All I know for certain is that I’m not gay and not 100% straight. If anyone has any advice pleaseeeee tell me.