Okay I got the worst news I could possibly get today. God has been keeping me strong through out the rest of the day, but here’s how today went. I go in for my ultrasound, not only to find out that I was having TWINS, BUT to also find out they won’t make it to full term. Not only that, they were conjoined twins. They didn’t full split in my early weeks of my pregnancy and are conjoined at the chest and abdomen. Leaving them with four legs, but two arms. They had a third arm there, but it was very small. The spine didn’t finish growing and they baby(s) doesn’t have a skull, more or less a full brain. The heart is abnormal, but they are still alive right now. But they more than likely will die within these next few months. The doctor said the timing wasn’t right at the beginning and caused all of this, nothing I did, or anyone really. And also to find out, it would be twin girls. I’m asking everyone to say a prayer for me the next few days. I will be getting an X-ray tomorrow to see more, and I will most likely being delivering them Sunday. But I won’t bring my babies home. I won’t get to hold them and tell them how much I love them 😭