i feel all alone

Ashley

My boyfriend had a week off from work when our baby was born and then NEVER WENT BACK. He said he would take care of everything and gets mad when i bring up how we have no money and wondering what we are going to do. We have 0 money coming in and i can’t get a job yet, luckily i have WIC and can get him formula, it’s been two weeks we have no groceries, no toilet paper, barley any shampoo & ect. Also he seems kind of annoyed when having to feed the baby in the middle of the night he always gives him to me and he can’t even spare a few minutes off his phone to hold his bottle. I will try and eat a little and feed him at the same time while he just sits over there on his phone. I never thought he’d be this way and he doesn’t think he’s doing anything wrong. he gets money off his dad and spends it going out with friends and doing stuff while i stay at home. I’m also very picky about how i choose to do things like always washing my hands, washing every part of his bottle before i make a new one and he doesn’t respect how i want to do things and if i think something is wrong he just says “he’s fine he’s fine he’s fine” “you just want something to be wrong with him for some reason” “you’re freaking out over nothing” i’m so sad and basically feel all alone idk what do to.