I need to know I’m not alone

Alexandra

Okay so I had a miscarriage on April 20,2019. I recently found out I’m pregnant again, I’m not sure how far I am, but I keep having bad dreams that I loose my baby, I have anxiety that I’m going to go in to the doctor and they are going to say that I’m not pregnant, that I had another miscarriage. The only thing keeping me sane is that I’m feeling pregnant and not cramping or having abdominal pains. I just wanna know I’m okay and that this bun sticks. I don’t really pray. But I been having convos in my head I suppose to my higher power. I don’t know if I’m making sense or just rambling. But I’m truly scarred depressed but I have faith and hope. I just would like to ask whoever reads this is they can pray for me I goto the doctor tomorrow. Could I ask for weekly hgc testing?

Thanks for reading my post and if you comment thank you as-well.