Couple weeks ago I found out I’m pregnant. It’s terrified me. This was definitely unplanned and the father a close friend but not someone I thought about relationship wise being forever. I had just gotten out of a relationship which was a very long time and he was my forever I initially just wanted a break but fuck🤦🏽‍♀️ shit happened. There’s so many emotions on this because I broke up with the love of my life only to have a child by someone I like & love but not in that way. It’s sucks and I’m a tad bit sad but when I heard that’s heart beat that was the best sound that I’ve ever heard it was like the most amazing sound and I could believe that I created that. I’m overjoyed and overwhelmed. I’m an over thinker do you can only imagine the moment I low key freak out. But any way. Not too many ppl know just the god parents we’ve picked our best friends and our closest family. And I’ve been wanted to just scream: IM GOING TO BE A MOMMY!!!!! For the longest time but I low key don’t want anyone to know just yet I want to announce it at just the perfect moment. But until then I’m just going to share my excitement on here. ♥️🤰🏽 I’m going to be someone mom guys!! I’m beyond excited!!!!