Tell me I’m being silly..... please!! 🙏🏾

So, I had my 12 week ultrasound and based on the nub theory, this baby looks VERY much like a girl. I was hoping and praying soooooo badly for a boy, and I am already feeling the crushing disappointment of not having the boy I dreamed of!! I’ll post the “nub shot” below, as well as a shot that I think could possibly look a little more boy-ish. Am I crazy for feeling this way already? I know it hasn’t been confirmed but I just feel so down about the high possibility of a girl. I was 11week 6days, but measuring 12week 4days. So idk if the “nub” still has time to rise or not. Please tell me it could be wrong!! I wanted to be team green but I don’t want to deal with the pain of gender disappointment in the delivery room. What do you ladies think of that? Top shot is the girlie shot, bottom is boyish shot. Please help me!!