Embarrassingly awkward moment

Today, my family and I went to the mall and when I look ugly and have to go out in public I always say "please don't let see somebody I know". As we walk in I get this feeling like I'm going to see somebody who I don't want to see. Then what do you know!? My baby's father walks in with HIS girlfriend! I'm currently 8 weeks and 5 days pregnant and I haven't talked to him in almost three weeks. After seeing them I had to go wait in the car for my family to get done. Then later on my mom said he was following them and kept staring and his girlfriend wasn't anywhere to be seen. Ugh I just can't believe what I got myself into at 16 with somebody who's 21/22. I cried and was thinking if it was better if I should abort this baby. I wanted this for so long but I never thought I'd have it with him. Sorry this is long. Had to vent 😔😓