I am in a relationship that has not been the best at all. I am currently homeless but living with my boyfriend for now until I get my own apartment.

The relationship I am in makes me super depressed because he’s so disrespectful and really only becomes romantic and acts like he cares for sex only.

I am extremely lonely and sad . I try to talk to him about it but he ignores me. I go out all the time to try to make myself happier and forget about the negative stuff.

He does not understand with all the trauma that he’s put me through ( physical abuse, scars, mental abuse) it takes a huge tole on how I live my life

I recently found myself going to drugs to release some pain I’m in. I just want to be happy again but it’s not easy man . I feel stuck and I just feel horrible . Idk. Anything I say he does not listen too and he disgust me .

He abused the dog for no reason and honestly I just feel sick to my stomach

I’m coming to this website to try and get some help because idk I just don’t feel like myself anymore and I’m starting an habit that can only bring me down a bad path. I have no one to talk to about me because one friend doesn’t know to keep their mouth shut and my other friends judge me. I’m so sad inside and it’s so hard to push through the sadness