I would have been due on the 28th of this month and it’s really hard for me. I’d rather not go into detail of the abortion and why I had it I just wish I knew how to cope with the thoughts of sadness and guilt now that my due date would be coming up. I keep wishing I’d get pregnant again. My boyfriend does NOT like talking about the abortion at all which I can respect that’s just how he deals with it. And he does not want a baby now either. So I have all these emotions and i just have to keep them bottled up. I have no time for therapy either. I’m lost