took test way early knowing I shouldn't

Hannah • Been ttc for almost two years with second child
my period is eight days away so I know I shouldn't have even tested. I'm so crazy I even tested this past Wednesday. I wish I could just stop obsessing. I have been ttc for almost two years with my second child. I used preseed first time this month and I guess I was just more anxious to test asap but got bfn. why does ttc have to be so hard yet so many women can just get pregnant the first round and even when they were'nt trying.