In a mood

Do you honestly ever get in that victim mindset where you just feel like everyone in life is better than you? It could literally be anything too.

Idk why but I've come to realize this week my hormones have caused me to just hate myself to the point where I compare myself to everyyyyyyyoooooooonnnne. Doesnt matter. Even people I would never compare myself to.

Nerdy people, smarter people, wealthy people, people who are skinnier, people who are great looking, ... "oh wow I wish I had blue eyes" , "wow brown eyes look so amazing too"

Like will my mind quiet down and just be happy goddammit? I normally am super grateful and never like to think I have nothing but I'm just in such a confusing place in life I guess I just wish I was anyone BUT myself

Be real, does anyone get like this or was one time or another?