It’s the first night sleeping alone after a year and a half of being with my Daddy. We broke up and it’s been hard. I really hate the dark. I haven’t regressed in a couple of months because all the tension between us. Now I’m finally alone and I feel so scared, I just miss my Daddy so much. I feel so alone and all I can do is hold onto the octopus stuffy he got me. I don’t want to be little rn. It just makes everything that much worse. It’s already hard enough missing him as my boyfriend but then as my ex Daddy. It just breaks my heart into a million little pieces. I just want him to hold me tell me it’ll be alright. That nothing can get me in the dark. I’m in this big bed and I just feel like the room is going to consume me before I wake up tomorrow morning. I miss my Daddy.