Why am I still so scared of loosing this baby 😭

Ra

I have had my first ultrasound and the baby looks great, heart rate of 144 and VERY VERY active but I’m still terrified that at my next ultrasound they will tell me there’s no heart beat or something 😭 I’m 20 and this is my first pregnancy, I’m 11w3d.

I want this baby more than anything, we have talked about starting a family for so long ❤️