Just need to rant

I’m in the early stages of pregnancy, and my husband doesn’t want to tell none of his family (I don’t mind I mean I only told mine because we are moving with them for a while) well everyday if I even mention pregnancy he just changes the subject or talks about it dying. It hurts so much to know that’s all he thinks about, I get it I’m scared I might lose it too. I’m also high risk so I’m trying not to lift all the heavy things during the move and he just talks shit saying I’m lazy blah blah 🥺 I’ve been tired recently and he told me I could nap that he’d do a few things of packing (I’ve packed this entire damn house alone) and I wake up and he’s bitching and giving me ugly looks and my nap was Literally a hour and a half. I’m just so tired of everything